Brown Skin Lady.
Sunday, March 30, 2003
Prozac. Wellbutrin. White girls. Asian girls. Been there, doing that. Been where? Asian girls. Doing what? Everything else on that list. Antidepressants are making me so stoic. I don't overanalyze all too much anymore which is a good thing, as overanalyzing makes me anxious. But at the same time, I'm not really feelin any highs...and the concentration is down. What's goin on? So I took a trip to my psychiatrist and he prescribed Wellbutrin to me...given to adults with ADD. Yeah, I said ADD.
andycat stayed in the red at 11:57 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2003
Darlin open your eyes, let me show you the light, you may never find a love that's rite. Damn...I'm feelin this Platinum Pied Pipers cover of Bobby Caldwell's -- The Light. You know, the same beat that Common jacked. Along with Ben Harper's cover of Sexual Healing, this makes two of my favorite soul covers.
andycat stayed in the red at 4:59 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2003
Man, I was lazy today. In fact, I was lazy yesterday too. What's my excuse? Maybe its just that I work weekends and don't actually have a weekend so I consider Monday and Tuesday my weekend. I get mad at myself over laziness...Feel guilty for not being productivie during the first two days of the week. Well hopefully this all changes tonight when I go into work and hopefully the momentum will continue tomorrow morning when I plan to start observing the classrooms bright and early. Gotta get to the gym too.
andycat stayed in the red at 5:37 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2003
Tupac was THE shit. He was also a dumbass. So much talent gone to wast living up to that thug life shit got him nowhere. With that said, Strictly 4 My Niggaz was an incredible album. Keep Ya Head Up is positive hip hop at its finest. I hear this joint and I never want to sleep with girls and not call them back again. Pac was not the best technical MC (that's a given) but what he said and the intensity with which he said it, touched millions. I ain't mad.
andycat stayed in the red at 12:32 PM
Friday, March 21, 2003
OK, married women should not be spittin game.
Kelly Edwards: Hey Andy, what are you doing tomorrow nite? Me and a couple of girlfriends are going to McMurphy's. You should come.
Me: Uh, I'd love to but I got work tomorrow nite.
Kelly: Well, when you get off work should swing by.
Me: I get off work at 12:00. I mean, I could roll by but I might be tired afterwards.
Kelly: Its OK, we're probably gonna leave the bar and go back to my place in Upland. You should come by my place after work. We're all gonna be hanging out. It's not that far of a drive.
Me: OK.
Kelly: Here's my number. Call me.
What the fuck just happened here? This girl who I had a crush on 15 years ago and who I still to this day find extremely hot, is engaged. I get this feeling she likes me...why you ask??? She seems to get all flustered around me and is always kind of smiling/ blushing when I say HI to her. But hello, she's getting married! Why are you teasing me? Cuz you can? Don't take off your clothes and not fuck me! C'mon now. Maybe its cuz her man's in the marines and stationed in Japan and she hasn't had gotten any in the past 6 months. Sheesh. Or maybe I'm just an alright looking dude that women are magnetically drawn to. Yeah, I like the latter.
andycat stayed in the red at 4:09 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2003
There was this girl I had a crush on in the 3rd grade. Kelly Edwards was this sweet blond haired, blue-eyed darling. I remember thinking she particularly looked cute in those purple overalls with the teddy bear on the front. Fast forward 15 years later, and who should I encounter??? Why, Kelly Edwards. Oh my gosh...this girl is attractive! I started thinking about the future and how romantic the story would be if we ever were to be together. I come to find out that she had a crush on me also in the third grade. She told me the story where she never wanted to get me out in four-square cuz she liked me and how all the other girls would tease her because of that. Is it just me or do i sense some mutual attraction between us? Think my mind's gone half-crazy. Anyway to make a potentially romantic story short, homegirl is engaged. And to who?? To a dude that's younger than her and in the marines....damn. I still have this grade-school crush on her too. I get nervous around her cuz I think she's so pretty and also find myself at a lost for words...Man I should just be like, "You got a man? How long you had that problem? What's your man got to do with me? I'm not trying to hear that..."
andycat stayed in the red at 5:44 PM
Friday, March 14, 2003
I don't really know what's going on in my head for most of the day. It hasn't been much as of late. I have nothing intelligent to say, and its kind of bothering me. I can't really blame my thoughtlessness on anything either. Day's activities include: drink coffee, shower, lift weights, drink protein shake, get a haircut, eat lunch, take another shower, take a nap, eat dinner. Nothing out of the ordinary...ahh I see. This blogger's helping me realize my mundane activities have contributed to my mundane thought processes. Mind was definitely not stimulated today and has manifested itself into this zombie state I'm in. It's okay though, just gotta get up and get stimulated. Whoa! Do you recognize the double entendre in that previous sentence??? Ok, I'm not as stupid as I thought I was 5 minutes ago.
andycat stayed in the red at 6:35 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2003
Songs in my head. 50 cent - In Da Club. Snoop Dogg - Beautiful. Ja Rule/ Ashanti -- That song that goes "Those Hips, Those Thighs...", Justin Timberlake -- Whatever his new one is.
What's wrong with this playlist? Nothing and everything. Nothing because from an artists' point of view, your goal is to have people listening to your music. There getting plenty of airplay, and making some serious benjamins.
(Side thought coming. How did we start referring to money as the person on the face of that respective dollar? Did Puffy coin the term "Benjamin"? Or was it Nas? He said in his song "Life's a Bitch" off Illmatic, "Pull the shades down and count the Jacksons. The Washingtons go to wifey"? Are there ten people out there that even know what I'm talking about?)
Like Tupac, I ain't mad at'cha. Go on and get paid. And, with the exception of Ja Rule, all these artists have some hint of soul. I support artists that sell more than 6 records. On to why everything is wrong with this play list. Let me tell you from a young g's perspective...there's actually quality music out there but radio will have the ignorant ass consumer believing what's on the radio is good music. I mean what would you rather hear? "Birthdays were the worst days, now we sips champagne when we thirsty." Or, "I used to wreck mics in my workshop class." 'Nuff said.
Or this all could be denial. I think i'm just mad at myself for breaking my CD player which has manifested into this slight apprecitation for commercial music.
andycat stayed in the red at 4:56 PM
Fast Food = What's wrong with America. People want to lose weight. Change your damn Eating Habits. Large Coke = 200 Calories. Large Fries = 600 Calories. Top that off with the Double Bacon Cheeseburger and you have just ingested over 1400 calories in one sitting. Pathetic. Get your ass off the couch people. Lift a weight once in a while. Walk around the block. Do jumping jacks. Just don't complain about your weight until you've re-evaluated your lifestyle.
With that off my chest, I'd like to tell you what's in my stomach. Jack in the Box. 3 Taquitos. 2 Tacos. 620 calories of deep fried food. The JIB taco is so damn tasty. I had one for the first time 2 days ago. I have had 6 since. And for 99 cents! Can you beat the deal? I just heard they have a serious cult following. Good post-IN DA CLUB-food. Did you know that these tacos are pre-made with the meat paste and taco shell, frozen and dropped into a deep fryer for a more efficient order. I mean, was a taco that hard to make to begin with that JIB decided to pre-package a taco? But the whole novelty of the JIB taco froms its conception, to its value, and above all, it's taste has won me over. I'm sold. 99 cents. I tell you my thoughts on Round Table Pizza another time.
andycat stayed in the red at 12:37 AM
Wednesday, March 12, 2003
If you don't know, 50 cent's In The Club is the biggest record in the world right now. If you listen to radio in your car, you will inevitably hear this joint like 8 times. White girls really love it. When 50 says, "go shorty it's your birthday", they go fuckin crazy, like he's talking directly to them. Given em permission to dance all spastic and Cliff Huxtable and attack the nearest man like a pack of wild rabid dogs. I can't really put it into words but I'm feelin it. It's slow, the beat is sinister, and it's got that dark NY in the winter feel that makes kids wanna go out and buy guns.
andycat stayed in the red at 12:26 AM
Yeah that's rite. I take prozac. Does it work? I'd like to think so. I've felt better since being diagnosed with the illness. But i think its the combination of drugs, psychotherapy, and just plain will that's helping me feel better. So how does the little green pill work? Prozac takes the edge off, kinda like Nyquil just not as potent. Now what happens when you combine the two? HOLY COW. We're talking Eddie Murphy Delerious. Straight Bananas. Its a great downer high. I'd recommend it to friend. I'm making a new drink. Equal parts Nyquil and Vodka with 10mg Prozac. Gonna call it ProQuil.
andycat stayed in the red at 12:02 AM
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