Brown Skin Lady

Brown Skin Lady.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Speaking from the heart can be difficult at times, especially on this blog, where I've been known to talk nonsense and entertain.

Blogging has become somewhat impersonal...it seems like everyone keeps one now and it's become so mainstream that the whole essence of blogging has slowly faded.

Getting personal was central to the idea of blogging, whereas now, you have to write outside of yourself or have a certain angle on things. People (myself included) are running away from getting personal.

But the necessity to come from the heart is crucial at this stage in my life because sometimes my nonsense is truly a defense mechanism to shadow the other events occuring outside this blog.

Also, it takes energy to come from the heart.

It's easy to be negative. It takes energy to be positive. It takes energy to say something nice.

And I personally don't enjoy being in the company of negativity, yet, I constantly find myself with negative thoughts.

You're attitude is perceptible to others, no?

It's time to give thanks and appreciate.

Because in this world tainted with negativity and hate, I strive to love.

andycat stayed in the red at 8:51 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I look at this picture taken 3 plus years ago and think to myself, wow, I had some arms.

I look in the mirror today and think to myself, wow, I don't look like that anymore.

And I would be lying if I told you that I don't really care to be as in shape as I was in that snap.

Because I do believe that a fit body and a fit mind makes a fit person.

But looking back three years ago, that body was fit...but the mind definitely wasn't.

Having just graduated SB and having no direction was downright frightening.

And I was truly unhappy witnout that peace of mind.

Lifting weights, running, and swimming was something I did because I truly enjoyed it.

But even moreso, I felt that my body gave me some sort of identity...

yeah you know, Andy, that really buff Asian Dude?

And being admired for how you look aesthetically does wonders for the ego.

But does it bring peace of mind?

I can't say...because I haven't achieved peace of mind.

But what I can say is that in three years since that picture was taken, I've gone to grad school, began a career, traveled to south america, moved out of home, and strengthened the bonds I share with my friends.

So I put it in perspective.

And hell yeah, I'd rather be at the place I'm at right now, rather than three years ago when I woke up with all types of uncertainties.

andycat stayed in the red at 11:17 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005

Rappers I thought were Asian.

J-Kwon
Ying-Yang Twins
Lil' Kim.
Yung Wun.
RZA.
Chingy.

andycat stayed in the red at 5:16 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

Real homies stay true.

Ain't that right boo?, TRUE.

The new gig? Well, I got some bumpin speakers in the room. Complete with the woofer and all.

You know, when I wanna drop some Knowledge Reign Supreme Over Nearly Everybody, it all works out.

Even if I get just that one student who asks what makes a culture?

(And what does this have to do with the law of sines?)

Anyway.

Mario pickup lines:

If I had a choice, I'd rather spend a 100 coins on you than an extra life.

andycat stayed in the red at 10:15 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

Paginated Views Depreciation Post

Fuck'em.

andycat stayed in the red at 8:33 AM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

The evolution of the drunk dial has born the drunk text message.

The drunk text, the drunk e-mail, and the drunk IM.

I guess the next logical step would be the drunk blog commenting.

And speaking of evolution, forget the game of pick-up basketball.

Get in your Andre Agassi Swoosh Bandana dressed in all white and get your partner in some Andre Agassi Flourescent Orange, take to the tennis court and challenge some fools to doubles tennis.

Anyway....give it up for me!

andycat stayed in the red at 6:18 AM

Monday, September 05, 2005

Billy Volek has average QB Vision

Quite clearly, I need two heads. Two heads being better than one and all that.

One would have to be the old one just because, you know, the old one knows people's names and phone numbers and the breakfast cereals I prefer.

The second one would be able to observe and interpret the behavior of the first, preferably in the manner of a television wildlife expert.

Because I've come to the conclusion that asking the head I have now to explain its own thinking is as pointless as dialing your own telephone number on your own telephone:

Either way you get a busy signal.

Or you get your own voice, if, you know, you have that type of phone.

I guess this is where the whole notions of friends comes in.

Um, yeah.

andycat stayed in the red at 12:53 AM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

These blogs may be the pinnacle of human existence.

Plunk Biggio.
Hee-Seop Choi Central.

I must admit, I'm fascinated by sheer nonsense.

But that's no surprise to you.

andycat stayed in the red at 6:54 AM

Friday, September 02, 2005

Its really disheartening to see all the mayhem in New Orleans. And while I can tolerate the looting, and the beatings, what I don't get is...

Rape?

If murder is the worst crime to be committed, rape has got to be close second.

Fools.

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In other news, I will be playing at the Wiltern Saturday, 9/10.

Wait no, that's not me.

In other news, I'm close to joining the myspace revolution.

I will now rape my penis.

andycat stayed in the red at 7:11 AM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

I will blog more. I will blog more. I will blog more.
I will learn to manage stress.
I will not loot during state of emergencies.
I will learn to have fun at my job.
I will not complain about teaching three different classes.
I will duck and cover as Los Angeles is about due for a natural disaster.
I will return movies on time.
I will appreciate my love ones.
I will understand.
I will respect.
I will tolerate.
I will listen.
I will work out more.
I will stop eating bacon wrapped hot dogs for lunch.
I will never become an arsonist.
I will call people back.
I will cook more.

andycat stayed in the red at 6:53 AM